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« on: September 01, 2017, 05:07:11 PM »
CHAPTER 4: MONEY
PART 6. EVICTION NOTICE
Aurelia is studying to become a doctor, has no social life, more stuff happens
I. 1. A. Some congenital diseases can lead to... The words went until they nearly fell off of the page before beginning again on the other side. Aurelia had really lost track of time these days, unless it was a deadline or an exam. She was sprawled out on the living room floor, four textbooks at her right side and a stack of paper on the other. Studying for what seemed like an eternity only broken by the brief moments where she wasn't alone. Frank had a job, and apparently, a job that involved people counting on him, so he couldn't hang around much. At least, that was what it seemed like to her, now. She hadn't done anything for fun in weeks...
Frank shifted into the apartment at about 6 in the afternoon, he had left at 7 in the morning. A eleven hour day was far from unheard of for him. He originally just gave Aurelia a nod as he shifted into the kitchen, setting down the groceries he had brought in, before he realized they both were stuck in a bit of a rut. He shifted back to the living room, plopping himself down on the couch and looking at her. "We haven't really like, done anything in weeks. Let's go do something." he paused, "Any ideas?"
Aurelia gave him only a passing glance, not out of indifference, but out of sheer concentration on the stack of papers in front of her. "No, I gotta take these notes and then, I have to review that old chapter and..." she sighed. "Too busy." before beginning to write again.
He himself sighed, reclining to lay across the couch as he watched her. "You've been doing nothing but studying for the last two weeks. You could stand to get out of the house." She looked up at him again, not saying a word before delving back into the textbook. He was right, and perhaps she was rationalizing it in her mind, but she had always blamed the accelerated course for that. The bags under her eyes might have been telling a different story, not one of sheer determination, but perhaps one of situational depression just as she'd had back in the prison. She lacked enthusiasm, and her entire mind had been laced with doubts over her morality with the people she could be helping. "I'm fine." she insisted almost involuntarily under her breath as she continued reading.
He grunted, rolling off of the couch and onto the floor next to her. When she turned to look at him, he crawled up next to her, doing his best to fix her messy hair and trying to wipe away the bags under her eyes. "You really need to get out of the house." he remarked again, rolling on his back to look at the ceiling, being careful not to disrupt any of her study items as he shifted around.
"I'm fine." she repeated, flipping the page over to the other side and beginning to write the next section's notes. He continued to look up at the ceiling, "I think we know each other well enough that we both know you're not fine." She didn't respond, feeling she didn't have time to doubt herself, and instead continuing to write, the sounds of the pencil writing on the paper creating an almost monotone scraping they could both hear.(edited)
He sighed, deciding not to prod the problem further. He pushed himself up, being careful not to disrupt her. "Well, I guess if you need anything, let me know." He sighed, leaving her to her studying and going to the bedroom to change into more comfortable night clothes.
As he left, she gave him a brief glance, before returning to her studies. Half of her had almost been hoping he'd insist, or close the book in her face. But the other half was only focused on work. And as she thought of her own internal struggle, her mind drifted over to her Psychology course. Superego and Id? Fucking...fucking Freud. She thought, referring to some outdated and arguably disproven theory she'd still have to learn for historical context on the whole course. And then she remembered she had a quiz on that soon, and she started writing down notes twice as fast, almost to the point of scribbling.
He eventually re-emerged, in far more comfortable clothing; shorts and a t-shirt, and shifted himself around Aurelia to get to the recliner, popping it out and plopping himself into it. He was debating turning the TV on before deciding against it due to her studying. After sitting there for a minute, he decided to just take the question out of it. "We'll go somewhere after I take a quick nap. Maybe the waterfront." he trailed off, Internally he thought he'd just drop it if she seriously opposed, but he was having real difficulty reading what she wanted. He eventually just sighed and drifted off to sleep in the recliner.(edited)
Aurelia once again didn't respond, but her mind had made itself up. She had to finish all of her shit if she was going to get dragged off anywhere. But minutes of studying turned to an hour turned to two, and every second she'd found her face a bit closer to the book until finally she dropped into a very light sleep and her mind entered surrealistic nightmare territory. But today wasn't like usual. Occasionally, she'd have some brief PTSD episode, some anxiety attack over some issue that didn't exist, but never some weird slow motion fever dream. That was, until today.
Frank had, himself, shifted into a uneventful nap, until he was awoken at around 9pm suddenly by the loud thunk of a book hitting the ground; Aurelia had shifted in her sleep, hitting a leg of table on the edge of the living room and causing a book on it to fall off. She was mumbling loudly in her sleep and her arms occasionally shifted violently, He immediately knew what was happening, and jumped out of the recliner and crouched down next to Aurelia, rolling her over onto her back. He lifted her head up slightly, slapping her lightly to try and wake her up. "Hey now...hey.....hey...it's alright...Relax..." He mumbled, trying to pull her out of the dream as he laid the back of her head on his lap.
Aurelia's eyes shot open at the first slap, and she spent the next ten seconds trying to swat Frank's hand out of the way. "There's...there's probably better ways to wake me up.." she mumbled, before yawning loudly. He smiled at her, retracting his hand. "You scared me there." he remarked.
"I what?" she squinted. "What time is it?"
He looked around, her tossing and turning had made a bit of a mess out of her little study area. "Nine at night." he said.
"Ugh..." she wiped her eyes before closing them. "I'm tired..."
"You sure you're alright?" he asked sincerely, still sitting down next to her and holding her upright. He slowly came down from the adrenaline rush seeing her struggle had put him in. She hugged him. "I had a dream where we died." she whispered.
He laid himself, and thus them both backwards onto the floor, staring at eachother in a hug. He elected not to respond to her directly, just holding her closer as she whispered to him. They hugged for at least several minutes, before he whispered. "Do you just want to go to bed or should we still go out?"
"I don't know..." she trailed off, "I don't know anything anymore except that I have a defense mechanism and shit's firing off in my brain and I've been studying too much and you're never around-" she said, rocketing off like a twelve year old with ADHD.
He cut her off at 'never around', just kissing her briefly in their embrace, before running his good hand down her cheek. "We both knew the first few months of this would be hard." He paused, ensuring she was paying attention. "I'm only on overtime because of the whole Ionia thing, it'le blow over in a month, tops, and I'll be home sooner. You'll have the credits you need soon, too, then you'll be a Doctor and everything will work out. I promise." He was reassuring himself just as much as her, at this point.
"What Ionia thing?" she asked, totally clueless to anything going on outside of a twenty meter radius of their apartment.
"They walked into Vienra" he remarked, sighing. "I heard it's rather messy."
"Oh, right." she trailed off. "So nothing's changed." she sighed. "Mmf..."
"Well..." he remarked "...The Ionians tried taking it back, Ionians got routed...Rumors aren't good about what's going on in the city..."
"Oh, I don't give a shit anymore..." she frowned, burying her face into him.
"You did ask..." he said, obviously in jest, He rested his head ontop of hers. "But we shouldn't worry about that now. You want to go out or stay here?"
"I want to go out." she said, breaking from the hug and rolling off of him before standing up and straightening herself out. Her hair was hanging messily over her face, blocking out one of her eyes from view and making her look more like a moody teenager than an almost-doctor.
He pushed himself up, looking her over briefly and fixing her hair - again -. "You sure you don't want to get changed or put any makeup on?" he remarked, trying to avoid a situation where they leave and she immediately regrets not fixing it.
"No. I don't care." she told him, looking down at her sweatpants and mismatched socks. "I look fine..."
"To me, yes, but you need to also look beautiful to everyone else." he teased, backing her into the wall next to the apartment door before kissing her neck affectionately. He figured making her feel wanted was the easiest way to get all of this off of her mind.
She squeezed his wrist. "It's 9 PM...who the hell's gonna care?" she asked.
He smirked, whispering "Aren't you the one who wants everyone to see us kiss in public?" He paused a second, shifting his position as he kissed her. "I'll make this easier for you." he said with a smirk, and his hand shifted to her rear, squeezing it for a second passionately before using it as a platform to lift her up onto his shoulder in a fireman's carry, making out with her as he brought her up; one major benefit of only having one arm is the other one had become necessarly stronger. She felt herself being placed onto his shoulder, and looked backwards as he carried her back to the bedroom. He plopped her down next to the closet, which mostly had her clothes in it. "Surprise me." he whispered giddily, before leaving to wait for her in the living room. Though Frank was having at least some fun, he knew the main purpose of overdoing this was to get Aurelia's mind off of studying and the many problems they faced ahead.
She giggled as he lifted her up, wiggling her legs around briefly to try and get him to set her down early. After getting set down, she looked at the closet, her eye twitching a little bit at the thought of looking passable now. She delved into the closet and put on some shorts and a tank top filled with pictures of cats that she'd found for some extremely reduced price three weeks before. She threw her socks off, took a brief look at herself in the mirror, and headed out, groggily smiling at Frank when she got out into the living room.
He looked her over, smirking before taking her hand and opening the door for her. "You look great." he whispered with a smile as they descended the stairs to the boulevard below.
She shoved some shoes on and followed him down. Gone were her days of hobbling down stairs, but she nevertheless disliked them. "So, where are we going now? Another walk?"
"Going to hop on the tube to the waterfront" he announced, "Shouldn't take long." They entered the tube station, boarding the next train, and arrived at the waterfront district 10 minutes later; most promiment was a long boardwalk with various shops and restuarants. "Anything in particular you wanna do?" he asked as they exited the tube station, crossing a street to reach the boardwalk. Various container ships, cruise liners, warships, sailboats, and etcetera were in the harbor, lit up at night, and it offered a nice view of downtown Hematite on the other side of the harbor.
"Uhm, no, not really. I want to study..." she trailed off, looking at the view. One of the many buildings in the skyline was partially a hospital. She wondered if she'd ever get to work there. "Oh, shhh." he remarked. Knowing neither of them had ate dinner, he went looking with her. Finding a place was actually kind of difficult though; most places were exclusively seafood because of the locale, which neither of them were particular fans of seafood. They settled on a family ran restuarant that seemed to offer most common dishes, and more importantly had tables outfront overlooking the bay. Frank got a table for two outfront and they sat down.
Aurelia proceeded quietly alongside him, sitting down and waiting. Her mind was a frustrating amalgamation of wanting to do nothing and wanting to do everything and it served nothing more than to piss her off. She hoped she wasn't pissing Frank off, too.
"I...well...I just need you to know I'm here for you." Frank was aware he sounded more or less cliche, but it was the most he could muster right now given their circumstances. "I, mean, well, we're here for each other." Right as he finished a waitress arrived, taking their orders for drinks.
Aurelia ordered beer. "Haven't we already been over this?" she asked him. "Just..." she looked down. "I don't know..."
She looked up, clearly wanting to tell him something but waiting for the waitress to leave.
He was halfway through ordering a soda when she ordered a beer, and internally decided to just get a beer as well. The waitress left them with the drinks, when he continued, "We have...just...you know...It hasn't been easy."
He corrected himself in his seat, sipping the beer. "I guess you're right, yeah, we shouldn't talk about this." referring to the initial circumstances of their relationship.
"I'm starting to hate things I shouldn't hate..." she frowned.
He smirked, happy to change the subject. "Like?"
"Sleeping. Studying. The thought of being a doctor. Food. Comfy couches. Music..." she sighed.
"So basically you're starting to hate life." he joked, "That's more common than you think."
"I...I don't hate life..." she frowned.
He sighed, "Mhmf...." waiting for a waitress to take their orders for food before continuing; Frank ordered a sandwich. Aurelia reluctantly ordered a different sandwich, smiling weakly at the waitress.
Once she left, he continued. "I...erm...talked to my boss the other day." He took a sip of the beer, to calm his nerves. "He recommended we may want to look into, well, therapy. Said he knows someone." He paused awkwardly, evidently not sure himself how to see the suggestion.
"For-for me?" she asked, looking down. "For us? We're fine. Our relationship's fine."
"I was referring to both of us." he said, seriously, "Not for our relationship, but for what we've been through..." He sighed, drinking more of his beer. "I don't know if we can keep going just pretending that it didn't happen."
Aurelia looked down at the bubbles on her beer. She hadn't even touched it. "It happened...but....I mean, that's behind us now. My dreams have been getting better. Just...I still occasionally get a weirder one like this."
He frowned, electing not to push the idea harder. "Just keep it in mind, I mean." He looked out over the bay, a sailboat was cresting waves at speed, but the sail had been replaced with a gigantic Dartfordian flag illuminated by a spotlight. A flashing neon sign saying 'LEAVE' flickered in various colors. Just another day in Hematite. "I'm just...worried about it...you know? I mean, I don't know, am I being paranoid?"
"Yeah, you are." she assured him, wondering if he was being paranoid. "Actually..." she paused. "I think I only hate stress."
He smiled at her assurances, deciding to himself that he probably was being paranoid. "Well, when you coop yourself up in the apartment for weeks at a time looking at the same chapters of a textbook you get plenty of that." he smirked. She shook her head. "They're not the same chapters and they're not the same textbooks. I gotta lot of shit to do."
"Oh shush, you know what i'm saying. You need to find time to like, enjoy life." he smiled, taking a bite of his sandwich. "Life is..." she was about to say 'unenjoyable' impulsively but caught herself, recognizing not only the red flags that would set off but the fact that it wasn't true at all. "...tolerable." He looked at her, slightly confused by the...oddity...of that statement, "I expected something more..flamboyant, I guess." He shrugged, thinking she had intended on saying that.
"I mean, like...It's not very fun at the moment."
He nodded, "Well, the suckiest things are that much more fun if you're doing it with someone you love." He still felt slightly odd about using the word 'love' - even if they had been together for some time by now, but he traced that back to the way they met.
"Do you want to study for me? That's academic dishonesty." she teased.
He smirked, "I mean, I couuuuullld, but you wouldn't be able to read the notes"
"Bullshit. You seen my handwriting? It's not much better than yours, now." she grinned. He laughed, "Well, someone's got the makings of a good doctor then." She started giggling perhaps a bit too loudly. "Aw, stoooop!" He smiled, placing his hand on hers "Just think, in a few months you'll be a doctor making four times my salary and it'll all work out"
"And you'll be a-" she paused suddenly, a weird expression going over her face. She held on it for a second, before immediately sneezing into her elbow. He grinned, almost laughing, "A what?"
"A-a-a-a-" she started again, sneezing a second time into her elbow before blinking a couple of times. He laughed, when suddenly his phone started ringing. His hand moved to his front right pocket, pulling it out before answering it with a sigh. "Yeah? - Oh, hello, sir...No...I'm kinda of in the middle of something, sir..."
Aurelia nodded at Frank, having noticed that it was job related.
He was on the phone for another two or three minutes or so, mumbling things like "I'd really prefer if I didn't..", "Nowhere near the line...?" and "Tomorrow at five?" With each passing minute of the conversation, he shrunk in his chair, looking down at the ground near his feet. He finally ended the conversation with a "Understood", hanging up the phone and putting it in his pocket. He sighed, looking over at the harbor and deciding very carefully how to address this.
Aurelia grinned at him. "Hm. What is it?" - He was thinking of a long way to dabble around the issue, but all of that went out the window. "They're sending me to Ionia." Her grin disappeared, forming into a totally neutral expression, but she didn't say anything.
He also elected not to say anything else, still looking at the harbor, tapping his hand on his leg. He finally blurted out "They want me to leave tomorrow at five in the afternoon." She didn't react. Perhaps her brain had gone numb, or perhaps she'd simply filtered him out, distracted by some sort of morbid internal screaming, pleading with nothingness for him to stay.
He pulled out his wallet, deciding to pay for the food. Neither of them were likely to finish it given that announcement. He left a somewhat hefty tip before electing to stand up and placing his hands in his pockets. She didn't stand, but her eyes followed him, a hint of a shine in them that usually wasn't there perfectly obvious in the light of the city.
He half-assedly signaled her to follow him before walking over to the railing of the bay, wrapping his hand around her waist when they both reached the railing. He whispered what little encouragement he could offer, truth be told he wasn't a huge fan of going himself. "They said I won't be anywhere near the fighting...I can...erm...call every night, yeah."
She sluggishly got up and followed him, stopping at the Railing and grabbing his hand lightly. "I'll be...it'll...fine...I'm fine..." she mumbled, not even properly audible. He leaned over to kiss her, holding her over the railing for a moment before breaking it and holding the hug. "You will. You're strong, we both know it." he whispered.
"Please don't die." she whispered. "Please."
He held her closer, trying to ignore the fact he himself was tearing up. "I won't." He lifted her chin up so he could look her in the eyes. "Promise." She blinked once, sighing, before closing her eyes completely.
They held each other for a few more minutes, before Frank finally broke it off. "We should get going." He took her hand as they began walking back to the train station.